I don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me

Friday, May 30, 2008

Kung Fu Panda

here are all the Kung Fu Panda video Clip that u can look...

















I just can't wait to see my show coming on movie... Hehe..

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Just some update!!!

i just understand some that a small boy can understand.... So sad man... Mean that i have more more thing to catch up... i found a website that can create your own theme... So cool, i till working or what i can... Look easy but is damn hard... Till learning as i try out... Haha.. Too busy now, i have too many friend to do update, after work or before work, meet up most of my friend... So happy, my friend getting married... sad to say that i can't go, in ns... Sad... Also my singpost staff also... Married soon... Haha... Then congrt to them here... Too many thing happen around me, my friend broke his arm in the working place, my bosser also have going to post out of the outlet... Sad for him, as he is so nice guy to my friend... i help my friend to miss him... From what my friend say he so nice... Hehe.. That night can't sleep, my mind have so many image and feeling coming in... Very young have the guilty of that incident... So young have that kind of feeling... till now i can till remember that feeling... ok for now... tired...

that all folk...
jack

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Ten Mistakes Men Make With Women

Here are what i have done wrong from the start of my rs... Read it hope can help u all to solve your problem... :)....

“The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU ProbablyMake With Women—And What To Do About It...”
Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women—And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes...
-By David DeAngelo, Author Of “Double Your Dating”
MISTAKE #1: BeingToo Much Of A “Nice Guy”
Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted to "nice" guys?
Of course you have.
Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU.
What's going on here?
It's actually very simple...
Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them.
And guess what?
Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION.
And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you.
I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but GET OVER IT.
Until you accept this FACT and begin to act on it, you'll NEVER have the success with women that you want.
MISTAKE #2: Trying To“Convince Her To Like You"
What do most guys do when they meet a woman that they REALLY like... but she's just not interested?
Right! They try to "convince" the woman to feel differently.
Well, I have news for you... YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW A WOMAN "FEELS" WHEN IT COMES TO ATTRACTION!
Never, ever, EVER.
You cannot CONVINCE a woman to feel differently about you with "logic and reasoning".
Think about it.
If a woman doesn't "feel it" for you, how in the world do you expect to change that FEELING by being "reasonable" with her?
But we all do it.
When a woman just isn't interested, we beg, plead, chase, and do our best to change her mind.
Bad idea. One that will never work.
MISTAKE #3: Looking To HerFor Approval Or Permission
In our desire to please women (which we mistakenly think will make them like us), us guys are always doing things to get a woman's "approval" or "permission".
Another HORRIBLE idea.
Women are NEVER attracted to the types of men who kiss up to them... EVER.
Don't get me wrong here.
You don't have to treat women BADLY for them to like you.
But if you think that treating a woman well means "always getting her approval and permission for things", think again.
You will never succeed by looking for approval. Women actually get ANNOYED at men who seek their approval.
Doubt me? Just ask any attractive woman if Fussy guys who chase her around and want her approval annoy her...
MISTAKE #4: Trying To “Buy” Her Affection With Food And Gifts
How many times have you taken a woman out to a nice dinner, bought her gifts and flowers, and had her REJECT you for someone who didn't treat her even HALF as well as you did?
If you're like me, then you've had it happen a LOT.
Well guess what?
It's only NATURAL when this happens...
That's right, I said NATURAL.
When you do these things, you send a clear message:
"I don't think you'll like me for who I am, so I'm going to try to buy your attention and affection".
Your good intentions usually come across to women as over-compensation for insecurity, and weak attempts at manipulation. That's right, I said that women see this as MANIPULATION.
MISTAKE #5: Sharing“How You Feel” Too Early InThe Relationship With Her
Another huge and unfortunate mistake that most men make with women is sharing how they "feel" too early on.
Attractive women are rare.
And they get a LOT of attention from men.
Most men don't realize this, but attractive women are being approached in one way or another ALL THE
An attractive woman is often approached several times a DAY by men who are interested. This translate into dozens of times per week, and often HUNDREDS of times per month.
And guess what?
Attractive women have usually dated a LOT of men.
That's right. They have EXPERIENCE.
They know what to expect.
And one thing that turns an attractive women off and sends her running away faster than just about anything is a guy who starts saying "You know, I really, REALLY like you" after one or two dates.
This signals to the woman that you're just like all the other guys who fall for her too fast... and can't control themselves.
Don't do it. Lean back. Relax.
There's a much better way...
MISTAKE #6: Not “Getting” How Attraction Works For Women
Women are VERY different from men when it comes to ATTRACTION.
You need to accept this fact, and deal with it.
When a man sees a beautiful, young, sexy woman, he INSTANTLY feels a sexual attraction.
But does the same apply for women?
Do women feel sexual attraction to men based mostly on looks? Or is something else going on?
Well, after studying this topic for over five full years now, I can tell you that women usually have their "attraction mechanisms" triggered by things OTHER than looks.
Have you ever noticed that you see a lot more average and unattractive men with beautiful women than the other way around?
Think about it.
Women are more attracted to certain qualities in men... and they're attracted to the way a man makes them FEEL than they are to looks alone.
If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.
But it's not an accident. You have to LEARN how to do this.
And ANY guy can learn how...
MISTAKE #7: Thinking That ItTakes Money And Looks
One of the most common mistakes that guys make is giving up before they've even gotten started... because they think that attractive women are only interested in men who have looks and money... or guys who are a certain height... or guys who are a certain age.
And sure, there are some women who are only interested in these things.
But MOST women are far more interested in a man's personality than his wallet or his looks.
There are personality traits that attract women like a magnet...
And if you learn what they are and how to use them, YOU can be one of these guys.
YOU DO NOT have to "settle" for a woman just because you aren't rich, tall, or handsome.
Let me say this again: If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.
MISTAKE #8: Giving AwayAll Of Your Power To Women
Earlier I mentioned that it's a mistake to look to a woman for approval or permission.
Well, another similar tactic that a lot of guys use is GIVING AWAY THEIR POWER to women.
Said differently, guys try to get women to like them by doing whatever the woman wants.
Another bad idea...
Women are NEVER attracted to men that they can walk all over... Women aren't attracted to Wussies!
MISTAKE #9: Not KnowingEXACTLY What To Do In EachType Of Situation With Women
Now I'm going to blow your mind...
A woman ALWAYS knows what you're thinking.
Women are approximately TEN TIMES better than men at reading body language. That's ten TIMES.
I know, it might be hard to believe. But for example, if you're out on a date with a woman, and you want to kiss her, she knows it.
And if you don't know exactly what to do and exactly HOW to kiss her, and you just sit there looking at her and getting nervous, she won't help!
And this goes for ALL aspects of women and dating...
Approaching a woman, getting her number, asking her out, kissing her, getting physical... everything.
If you don't know what to do in each situation, you will probably screw it up... and LOSE EVERYTHING.
And you KNOW it.
It is VITALLY important that you know EXACTLY how to go from one step to the next with a woman... from the first meeting, all the way to the bedroom.
MISTAKE #10: Not Getting HELP
This is the biggest mistake of all.
This is the mistake that keeps most men from EVER having the kind of success with women that they truly want.
I know, guys don't like to make themselves look weak or helpless. We don't like to ask for help.
Hey, I've been there myself.
Let me tell you a little about me and how I figured out how to be successful with women...
About five years ago I became fed up with the fact that I didn't know how to approach, meet, and get dates with women that I was attracted to.
It frustrated the hell out of me.
One night I was out with a friend, and I saw a woman I wanted to ask out, but I just couldn't get up the nerve to do it. I can still remember that night... right on the spot I made the decision to do whatever it took to learn how to be successful with women and dating.
Well, after a lot of hard work and trying all kinds of crazy things, I finally figured it all out.
I can now approach just about any woman and get her number almost instantly. I've dated models, I've dated actresses, and I've dated nice, normal, regular girls as well.
It has been a very rewarding experience. I no longer feel that sick, insecure feeling... like I don't know how to meet women... and I might wind up alone.
I know that anytime, anywhere, I can go out and meet attractive women.

link from here:
http://www.flirtadvice.com/5/ten-mistakes.html

That all folk...
jack..

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Thanks Guy!!!!!

Thank guy for the wonderful birthday celebration... since 3 May... Thank for the present, food, and time celebrated with me..... And also the sabo on me and i also sabo you guy... Happy Birthday to Sheng Tian... Hope you like our suprise... Haha... After my bithday celebration, i went to marina square plan to play bowling but end up play pool... Haha... Then after that plan to stay till 12am... After the game, is after 12am... Haha... Then i took the bus same as SL and lyn... Me drop off at bugis there... Then walking home, then my friend sms me join in the party... Haha.. then go home bath and out i go again.. Haha... They order mac to his house, we all eat together, sing birthday song for him... then after that we all went home.... Haha.. My friend so blur and drove me to my friend house, which is in houg kang there... I look so stun, huh? y drove here, haha... End up, we have breakfast in the coffee shop, then he drove me home... Haha... thank for the ride... That how my 22nd birthday end... What next.... hmmm... update photo soon...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Offically Graduated From Temasek Poly

That the end of the poly life... Time to move and mature day after day... Mind set have to change, all classmate and friend going to their path and move on... All the fun and memory will be kept as part of our life... Miss Poly life where fun, study, people that i met, food that i ate, library that i go, place that i study, lab that i use, event that happening, many more... Most of the part of the Tp have memory there...


My story start here: Remember the first time, I step to tp is going to register a place in poly... At first, i am in School of IT under information Tech. Then I am in a very big mind, can I take this course? asking myself that, then i have decide to change to the current course which is IFC... Very funny is I have letter from TP and NYP, so i make my choice to come to tp... I want to take something out of what i learn in ITE so i go to IFC... More coding base then design... I am abit wrong, as my design skill is better then coding... haha... Then never the mind, just do my better will do... Then I start to knowing Kelvin they all, at first is like guy and guy, gal and gal group... Later time, we start to mix around in year 1.2... Then start our friendship... but it dun last long as 2.1, due to our class have the least student, then we have to join with other class... That does not stop our friendship from growing... At the same time, fall in love with the gal in the same class.. Then time to take our elective subject... Funny thing is i dun have CDS and elective subject, i am like WTH, i need to go take it... The take MOE and java as my elective... Sad to say that, i fail my java and wireless tech, have to retake in year 3.2... That din stop me from going toward my goal... In year 3.1, my project is VLC 2 which is using C++ and open source coding to improve the camera reading of the human hand... which is a stepping stone to the next level... Where u can play game or control using your hand like the show in IRON MAN... Where you escape from the enemy, and went back home town and start design IRON MAN... That what we are doing also... Using your hand to replace mouse and keyboard... Sound fun at first... We have to go to NUS information research center to use the equipment there... We have alot of fun at there.. Play game, doing research, making new friend from SP.. And have those good food in NUS... Haha.. I miss the ind Cuttle rice($3)more... And have more rice and is FOC.. good right... Then have milo for breakfast, tea break and before going home... Then after MP/SIP, here start my final way to graduate path... On top of what i need to study, also i need to retake those 2 subject that i fail early on... lucky that i can took at the same time... i having hard time at the first place, but i know i MUST clear this and graduated... Lucky that i have very good classmate that can guide me along... then manage to clear all subject... I am so happy... My cca is iHUB which will be student leader org event for the diploma level and school level... I also camera man for iHUB and also ESC and VC... I not so active in VC as i join in year 3... If i know there is this club, i will join in year 1... Haha.. Maybe my story will not written in this way... Haha... That my story... fun fun all the way... Time to change myself to the open world of danger out there... Also beside study, i have to work part time to support myself for the daily meal and payment of bill and actively...

21May is the graduation day, i forget to take off on that day.. after the graduation day, i have to cont to work... First time, i wear format to work with my tie on... Haha... look so diff from other day... Polo t-shirt... damn sian... that my story... SCDF life next... Opening a new chapter soon...

that all folk...
jack...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

细水长流

年少时候 谁没有梦无意之中 你将心愿透露就在你的生日的时候 我将小小口琴送最难忘记 你的笑容
友情的细水慢慢流 流到了你我的心中曾在球场边为你欢呼 你跌伤我背伏夜里流星飞渡 想像着他日的路途晚风听着我们壮志无数
年少时候 谁没有愁 满腔愤慨 唯有你能听得懂 就在你失意的时候 我将那首歌吹奏 琴声悠悠 解我轻忧
岁月的细水慢慢流 流到了别离的时候 轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅霓虹纵然再嚣张 我你的步履有方向 成败不论去莫将昔日遗忘
多年以后 又再重逢我们都有了疲倦的笑容问一声我的朋友 何时再为我吹奏是否依旧 是否依旧
人生的际遇千百种 但有知心长相重人愿长久 水愿长流 年少时候

听到这首歌让我想起很多很多在小学和中学求学时的时光也想起了许多的年少知己心里有太多的喜悦和太多的思念一时间感触许多真怀念以前的时光
在上小学时每天无忧无虑欢欢喜喜地和朋友一起玩开开心心地度过每一天
在上中学时认识了许多新朋友虽然偶尔会吵架不过也吵吵闹闹地度过每一天
想起以前所有的快乐时光还真希望时光能够倒流回到以前快快乐乐吵吵闹闹无忧无虑的日子。。。。。。

SIA A380 Flight to Tokyo Narita

My last event with Singpost... The event started at about 945pm... We have to reach Airport T3 at about 745pm... We go there after get the thing settle, then we all go out for a drink... All of us take cooler tea and some bao for the time being... Planning after the event where to eat... Then one of them going to get marriage sooooon... Congt to gary... We all talk about how he is going to celebrate the last night to been single... Going to have a "Rock bottom", "People across face" and many other stun... Sound like WWE, yes is wwe... That is what his friend have plan for him... So good, i wish i can do all those stun also... Haha... I can't go for his dinner as i am in my IPPT training.. Haha.. Then about 9.10pm, we start to release our water before go back for meeting... After that, we have to go for security check... Sian man.. Took out all the thing then scan... And after that we all sat at there do nothing... My boss taking a short nap, the rest of them sat down and i stand up walking around... I seeing them run here and there to make sure everything go smoothly.... Then time is just around the corner and they start to tell us who is our asst for taking the photo number... Haha... Me have the pretty lady help me... Last time is mandy and she is a very young mum... now is young lady and I can only say her hand writing is super nice.... She is very helpful and nice lady... have a quick chat with her, knowing that she is from mass-com agent... Doing design and cooperate work with the client... SIA is one of their client... We have the least of the people taking of photo as me is the second round all is them then me... My boss also... But my boss till more then me... Sad man... after that we went from dinner/supper at bedok 85 there... My boss want to drink so badly ask gary to join him... 2 bottle of beer... They Gary drink till about half bottle, then pass to me to help him finish up... He cannot drink any more, ok ba... Just drink up and that it... Me and karen go take cab... Have to send her home before i go home as she is like damn tired, have some chat on the way to her house... haha... after then i go home... Going to singpost soon to give them the cab fee and collect my memory card back from the event... So many plan is inside my mind, i knowing that i will work out somehow, and god will guide me along... I got police letter also asking me to join them as my career... Hmmm, after the china earthquake have happen, took many of thousand life away, i have make my mind set, not to sign up for police and cont to stay with SCDF, I hope i can go to china there to save as many life as possible... There are people out there wait for people to save them... i know, next time if have(table wood), i will be part of the team to go and help them... Can't wait to go in and train... Haha... Senior Officer here i come!!!...
that all for now..
jack

Monday, May 19, 2008

Sweet Rain 死神の精度

Yesterday, I watching this movie with my CDS friend... So long no see him... I can only say is good show... See for yourself... The theme song is also good....
Here is the short detail about this show:
“The Accuracy of Death”. Chiba (Takeshi Kaneshiro) appears seven days before a person dies an unexpected death. His job is to observe the person for seven days, and then decide either to ‘execute’ or ‘pass over’. Getting his work quickly out of the way, he goes to the listening booth of a CD shop and indulges in his favorite pastime, listening to ‘humanity’s greatest invention’: music.He is...a Grim Reaper. Today, again, in the rain, he waits. His subject, her death due in seven days, is Kazue Fujiki (Manami Konishi), 27. She works for a manufacturing company, in the complaints department. Exhausted after her day, she emerges from her office. It’s time for the Reaper to go to work.


Watch for yourself... hehe...
that all for now..
jack...

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

心空空的...

心里总是空空的,有些些的无奈.逛了很多别人的部落格,看了很多别人的故事,听了很多别人喜爱的音乐.却更加失落.无以复加的失落.有些事,过了就完了.有些人,却留在心里怎么也走不掉.爱过的,不爱的,错过的,逃避的......ESON的<爱情转移>最近听了很多遍.你不要的,却是别人的宝.爱情,好像是一场巨大的玩笑.有后悔过吗?有的.可是,若回到当初,我也不会改变选择.我们这群人,有太多交集.或许一辈子也分不开了.我喜欢的到底是怎样的人?或许我也不清楚.曾说要找个懂我的人.可是当那个最懂我的人出现了,我爱她, 她却不爱我... 那场暗恋,伤了我太久.是我自卑,对,是自卑.呵呵,快结束了.我的青春.苍老,已慢慢蔓延到我的生命.曾想过好好过,曾想过要快乐,曾想过做个不让别人担心的人.可是,我改变不了自己.有人对我说,你这样写出你的心情,真的很傻.这样让自己的感情暴露在别人面前,没人会懂的.伤心的还是你,他们只是过客,或许会留下只言片语,但更多的只是当是在看一场荒诞的戏.可是,我丢不掉那小丑的面具.这样的赤裸裸.笑就笑吧.何必在乎呢?演自己的戏,唱自己的歌.谁又太在乎谁?我坐在没开灯的客厅里,喝着酒.人和人之间的互相信任就那么难么?朋友真的能永远信任吗?不知道自己到底要表达什么?

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

27 day more!!!

Today come back from my friend house, will a bit tired... I am so tired, suddenly i cannot find my laptop... Haha... my aunte take to her room to use... haha.. I look high and low for it... then today my aunte is at home... So rare, and suprise, I start to like reading book, i hope can get better in english and also at the same time in chinese... Haha.. So sian, nothing to do so reading book, training my body to better shape?!?!... haha... Go out tonight to my godma house with kel, they treat us for dinner tonight, haha... can't wait for it to happen... haha.. finish watching hero season 1 and 2... Now no show to watch, haha... Do what i can do ba... Trying out some of the thing, like working 2 shift without bring my laptop along, din bring my mp3 to go work, din wear spec as travel to work... Din online facebook so long, go inside, i have about 200 request... haha.. took me about 3 hour to clear them, do some of the request also... Haha.. So long no online in facebook, and some of the application din noe how to play... Haha... Till reading chapter 2... haha.. So long right...
that all for now...
jack...

Thursday, May 8, 2008

1 month and 2 day more to go

Yesterday working, then so tired... feel like dun wan to work like that... That stupid police man forget to stamp for me the pass then have to go back just to get the police logo stamp.. So stupid and make me like a fool... damn sad... so happy, i going to collect my phone... Then i have to settle the working duty... I am not going to cover unless mr kang ask me ba... Cannot alway last min to cover for you de... Help my friend ming to get a job in airport... Mobile moving singpost van inside airport.. whaha... Easy life, working shift, and not so stress... Good luck for your second job interview... :)... Going back to read my book... stop here ba...
that all folk...
jack....

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

1 month and 4 day to go

hmmm... So fast, me about to go in SCDF for 2month training... after that will post out to the training group.. looking forward to Officer... Haha.. More pay and more training... haha... Today slacking at home doing nothing... just reading book all day... today at home, so i go buy some food back and cook for them to eat.. haha... So long i have not done this since i working full shift... haha... later going for running again.. so slacking... Haha... So long no time to slacking like that... haha... tml working and relax for a short while then go out ba... haha... time to enjoy abit... haha... So tired after 2 hour of reading.. Haha... ok for now.. time to cook... Haha... See ya.......
that all folk..
jack...

Monday, May 5, 2008

Not a day of mine!!!

Sun morning, wake up, headach... Took 2 pill then when to work... Along the way, I walking like a dead man as toward the bus stop... I am so sleepy, and my head is dizzy... I got up the bus and is my first time sitting down as traveling toward the kallang MRT station... Got down the bus and start walking... I known i not walking stright ahead... Is like I am drunk like that... Took the train as sleeping and travel along the way as i going to airport... I am like deading... feeling is really dun like it.. After that go change my pass to enter to the airport... I enter the wrong pw 2 time... And I have to re-enter all over again... Ahhhhhh... Enter in and go to the office... on the computer and start my work... sitting down there waiting to sign in my computer... See anything i can do about it... After sign in, i am like 1/2 asleep... My godma call me, go inside have some rest... I told her i took the pill... Is like ok, and ask me go rest inside.. have any customer then call me... I went in and sleep for a short while... It seem not to work, i till sleepy, and the pill is taking the effect stronger and stronger... I am sitting down there like a dead man as my eye keep closing and i cannnot do anything... really like a dead meat.... I am like o-mind... I hope i can at least do something then sleep... Can't be help... After that, i sign off at 12.30pm.... Change my pass and go to bus 36 there waiting for bus to go home... sit down and sleep as travel home... I am like is the pill too strong for me or what? I have no idea at all... till Ps there got down and take any bus that come and go home... Got home skip my lunch and go sleep... I woke up at 7+pm have my "lunch" and sit down for a short while and knock off again... Till monday morning, I feeling much better... But till a bit not well...

that all folk...
jack..

Saturday, May 3, 2008

So Fun!!!

Yesterday went to work then go home rest a bit then go Hello shop to get my 3G sim card... Then is like took me more than 24Hour to active my card... I am like (-_-)lll... So long, to settle this... After that, went down to city hall to meet Kel they all... Hmmm, waiting for all people to come, then go play bowling... Haha... I am my slow and steady ball win the top score of bowling but we are play in the 3 per team... Our member are me, yq and wj... Me have the high score and yq have the lowest score... haha.. So funny... Highest and the lowest score in the same team... We won and is in second place... Thank to Wj 2 striker in a row... haha... Good job team... After that walk to the steam boat there, passby starbucket get a drink... whaha... White Chocolate mocoa with some cream only... Haha.. then on the way to the steamboat to eat... after that we left some food behide... then start to play game losser have to take eat something.. I got the spicy tofu... After I took is ok... After going home, bath... About sometime later my body is burn, so hot and red like i just went for a drink like that.. Haha.. So hot and this is the first time i have this kind of feeling.. about 3+am then can sleep... Then 5.30am wake up... that day is like so tired... after working, go home rest a bit then went for iron man movie... haha... then i took the last bus 23 home... So fast... reach home about 12.15am... I got my first name card done... And is with me now... Haha.. Will give to you all... So tired....

2 fall in love is always easy
2 start a relationship is always simple
2 build it, is always tough
2 maintain it, is better said than done
2 break off, is easier said than done
2 remain friends after u broke off, is never possible
2 forget the memories is always doing but never succeeding
2 heal the pain within is hard and tough and never near simple
but one has 2 try 2 heal your own heart
the heart belongs to umemories will never be forgotten
the scar will never go...

that all folk..
jack...