I don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Thinking about what happen in 2008 this year?

Think about it... This year is a bad and sad year for me... rs not good, my loving grandma pass away... Which is first come first... sad year for that.. good hmmm, guess i pass out from poly and got into SCDF ba... I get to noe my 3 godmother, working friend, bunkmate... Also get to noe thing that i never learn before... ok... Miss a lot of event, now what i thinking is about what i can do? miss her alot... life go on... a chapter have finish... New chapter opening... 2009 the title...

Looking forward for that... 2009 is a brand new year and a new start... looking forward, let all thing left behide... let it go and keep moving forward.... All brand new me coming 2009...

That all folk..
jack...

49 day have pass

So fast my grandma left us for 49day... So fast... guess life till go on... so many thing i have not done... My leave ended soon... So fast... within this 100 day, i sure miss my friend birthday... hmm... ok.. I shall start a new topic...

that all folk..
jack

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Good bye Rota 3

Rota 3 will not be the same again... Cos of you guy, I learn thing that never had before… Try out something that i never try... a super basic break dancing, dl java game, play together, save a kitten from the bus, save a motorcycle rider from the high way, had ate a lot of fast food together, get to wear bullet vest, get to go for some rare exercise and so much more… then now is I am in 1st div there… at least I get office hour for now... Not sure my actual posting yet… So slacking like haha.... eat, wait till knock off then go home... that is my life for now... Soon time for me to clear my leave soon... I am taking leave from 18 dec to 30 dec... Only 23 and 31 come back for half day only... yup... Some of the day, I have book by my friend and other... So guess wan to book me must tell me early so I can put a note on my lappy... haha... So see ya... going out soon...... Cheer...
jack

Good bye Grandma

Good bye grandma... I will miss you a lot more then not even a word can say or represent... What I miss is your cooking, the sound, and the thing that you done for me and my aunt also... I miss you deep deep... remember when i sick, she take good care of me, treat me like her son like that... remember i till young that time, me and her look out of the window count the number of bus in the mid of the night... More and more thing come to my mind, is like a movie clip flashing inside my head… Think only someone that you miss a lot will know that feeling ba even if you noe but have not exp before is only can say only… now more and more thing I need to settle like billing, food, cleaning of more places… guess lesses time to go out ba… Ns then come home then bath then do some emailing work then sleep then ns again… Then partly or most of the time, need to restock the food at the cupboard… clear stock up the water… Tired of the food outside, sometime just lazy to cook after coming back from ns… I shall stop here for now… I got new posting… Every day I am slacking till the posting orderly come out…
That all ba…

jack