I don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Thinking about what happen in 2008 this year?

Think about it... This year is a bad and sad year for me... rs not good, my loving grandma pass away... Which is first come first... sad year for that.. good hmmm, guess i pass out from poly and got into SCDF ba... I get to noe my 3 godmother, working friend, bunkmate... Also get to noe thing that i never learn before... ok... Miss a lot of event, now what i thinking is about what i can do? miss her alot... life go on... a chapter have finish... New chapter opening... 2009 the title...

Looking forward for that... 2009 is a brand new year and a new start... looking forward, let all thing left behide... let it go and keep moving forward.... All brand new me coming 2009...

That all folk..
jack...

49 day have pass

So fast my grandma left us for 49day... So fast... guess life till go on... so many thing i have not done... My leave ended soon... So fast... within this 100 day, i sure miss my friend birthday... hmm... ok.. I shall start a new topic...

that all folk..
jack

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Good bye Rota 3

Rota 3 will not be the same again... Cos of you guy, I learn thing that never had before… Try out something that i never try... a super basic break dancing, dl java game, play together, save a kitten from the bus, save a motorcycle rider from the high way, had ate a lot of fast food together, get to wear bullet vest, get to go for some rare exercise and so much more… then now is I am in 1st div there… at least I get office hour for now... Not sure my actual posting yet… So slacking like haha.... eat, wait till knock off then go home... that is my life for now... Soon time for me to clear my leave soon... I am taking leave from 18 dec to 30 dec... Only 23 and 31 come back for half day only... yup... Some of the day, I have book by my friend and other... So guess wan to book me must tell me early so I can put a note on my lappy... haha... So see ya... going out soon...... Cheer...
jack

Good bye Grandma

Good bye grandma... I will miss you a lot more then not even a word can say or represent... What I miss is your cooking, the sound, and the thing that you done for me and my aunt also... I miss you deep deep... remember when i sick, she take good care of me, treat me like her son like that... remember i till young that time, me and her look out of the window count the number of bus in the mid of the night... More and more thing come to my mind, is like a movie clip flashing inside my head… Think only someone that you miss a lot will know that feeling ba even if you noe but have not exp before is only can say only… now more and more thing I need to settle like billing, food, cleaning of more places… guess lesses time to go out ba… Ns then come home then bath then do some emailing work then sleep then ns again… Then partly or most of the time, need to restock the food at the cupboard… clear stock up the water… Tired of the food outside, sometime just lazy to cook after coming back from ns… I shall stop here for now… I got new posting… Every day I am slacking till the posting orderly come out…
That all ba…

jack

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Here we go for my Only ONE WORD

Here we go for my Only ONE WORD.....

Where is your cell phone? Bed
Relationship? None
Your hair? Short
Work? HELL
Your sister? Lovely
Your favorite thing? Dancing
Your dream last night? Drunk
Your favorite drink? coffee-black
Your dream car? Mini
The room you’re in? Bedroom
Your shoes? Many
Your fears? Lonely
What do you want to be in 10 years? Happiness
Who did you hang out with this weekend? Friends
What are you not good at? Politics
One of your wish list items? Home
Where you grew up? SG
Last thing you did? Sleeping
What are you wearing? Pajamas
What aren’t you wearing? watch
Your pet? None
Your computer? Acer
Your life? Busy
Your mood? Sad
What are you thinking about right now? Shopping
Your car? None
Your kitchen? Clean
Your summer? Beach
Your favorite color? Yellow
Last time you laughed? 23Oct
Last time you cried? 15Nov
School? History
Love? Searching

that all folk...
jack...

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Nice show!!!

My friend introd me a web that can watch online movie and series show... then now i till watching this show: 黑糖群侠传, 无敌珊宝妹 and 爱情两好三坏... then suddenly, some picture pass throught my mind... some question come in my mind... ya... can a gal heart be heal? can it really heal by another heart? finally, i can clear my off... I taking on 1 and 2 nov... So anyone free to meet or out ma? haha.. So long then i can take... Hehe... time for me to iron my clothing and go for my night shift... hehehe... tata...
that all folk...
jack...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Update!!!

So long since my last update of my blog... since my grandma not feeling well... no time for me to update my blog as taking care of her... many thing have happen also... not just me and also one of my friend which i feel like friend are that important... i saw her some day back in the shopping mall, she can till joke with me, then a few day later, i got an sms that she is in the hospital and in a very danger... she got heart attack, and till in coma stage... hope her can get well and awake from coma... i have attend some of my friend birthday and wish them all the best and may their wishes come true... happy birthday... Met alot of poly friend while now is in ns... all look so different... me till the same... no change, as my hair are short most of the time... haha.. my off day most of the time i go home then went out to library to looook for book and see can help my grandma or not... it look more alient to me then they... one thing for sure... they are many case that they can fight over it... hope me also can... went outing with my current ns friend... we went to Double O clubbing... this is my first time went there.... they have a live band sing all the nice nice jazz song... damn love it... i got myself a glass of red wine... sitting there with one of my ns friend call kel lim... when i go woodland checkpoint, i so so qiao that i met SL they going to malaysia shopping... together with tan SL ans steven lim they all... then lucky is Steven lim is is with his own car... yup... here are some of the photo that i take during this month... hehe...

Photo from the tuas

sunset from woodland... I personally love this
Double O... Red wine... Took the shoot in the dark

My sgt caught him... Is he pretty?
Dry ice in the pail
playing with dry ice... hehe... So free... hehe...


PS: Along the way, we make new friend, also at the same time we lost friend... not beacuse we fight or what, is just that we had less time to meet up or even chatting... Everybody have their busy thing to do or take care off... Many people mostly are working or family... Even a boss that sit on the top of the office also busy, how to many thing right, or how to make company earn more money etc... yup... i read a book from the library, that many people work like 10hour or more a day and spend most of the time with in company... yup.......
that all folk...
jack...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Slacking Stress!!!

Ok.... time to update my blog... wow... i not sure what to do... Now me is duty on so sian.. this week i have to go for another place of duty.. first day is ok, just that i have a bit of hard to breath... then i told my sgt, they redrew me from there but again... i am there on the sec day, then i became floated is like a ghost like that... like doing nothing most of the time... then my phone is in malaysia network... then what to do, is like that lor... doing nothing then go here, sit then ask me go there... from there then here, then there... like that most of the most... Dun care, just enjoy ba... hmmmm, thank edwina for the food and drink... So nice of you... Like my da jie jie, taste not bad for the duck rice... So long have not eat it... Hehe, thanks... before i forget....

Congt to Han Jie!!! ROM....
Sorry to say that i cannot come to your ROM that day.... I am on duty that day... :(.... My mind is there celebrate with you....
So fast today i have to go back camp about for tml morning duty... So fast, going to poslish my boot soon, and iron my clothing soon... Before going to camp, i guess i will go there first before i go back camp... So many thing, i need to do but no time... Got to noe some of the people there, and found out that there are about 3 more people come from tp, and is eng school, but din noe that... haha.... is it, you also from tp? haha... that is the question that we are asking about... haha... Guess today, i will be station at the car, bus or lorry?... looking forward to the off day again... Time fly fast also... 3month have pass...How you all celebrate the moon cake fev? Me is doing duty with my bunk mate... Sitting and see moon, and eat cake... funny, 2 guy see the moon... sound very very wrong... today i go post something to my oversea friend, guess who i see, is the glass man... haha... so qiao lor... Haha... ok... going to my other blog...
million of worry inside me... dun think will be online for sometime...
that all folk...
jack...

Friday, September 5, 2008

My Last Goodbye & A New Starting!!!

After POP, I am so happy... Congrt to myself... Haha... Then i have a day rest at home... Guess wat, i sleeping like most of the time... Haha.. Then go settle my computer and computer table thing, look like just have a war like that... So clean up, then go out walk walk... Have my first Mac for dinner after my ptp and BRTC stage... So touch, can I say that? haha... about 12week no eat... haha... there go my day... Monday morning book in without my bag... Then go see what posting i got in... Haha.. Then i got in MOC... Mean medical orderly course... I am like wth, MOC? I got in ok, i give a try even i am scare of that "thing", not blood but other thing... till now i till cannot take control of that thing... Sad to say... Anyway, that night we have a interview for all MOC personal... I told them about my case and they ooc me as if i scare of that thing and i cannot take it... They ooc me, and tues morning, i have to go to the MO there to get a letter for that... After i ooc, i in the class cont the lesson, some of the topic, i go out the classroom, as they are show about that thing... Dun ask me about that thing... Not saying... For that time, i sometime go up to the office sit down... Funny thing is I am 2 hour instructor as need to help them in the exam room... So happy, then i go back to class... Then on thursday, I am offically off the class to the office till i got in my new posting... So happy, no more that thing... I sitting there doing nothing and read news paper and bring my book there to read also... Then i am so boring... lucky monday, another guy ooc also and he join me for the rest time till we post out... Then i am asking about when is the posting out? haha... Then i am like ok, dun care just do it... Give me any posting, i doing it... tuesday, i got my posting order... So happy, i can start work... working day is 2 day morning, 2 day night and 2 day off... ok la... extra $100 more... Not so bad la... Haha.. i will be there about 3month... Later see if i wan to cont or not... Haha... see how first ba... Hehe...

that all folk...
jack

Sunday, August 17, 2008

POP Coming!!!

So fast, my pop is coming... Can't wait for that day to come.... All are on standby of POP...

First, i took my fire fighting test and i score 94mark... that alot man, almost 100... most of us score very well... Now we all waiting for pop... This week also have 3 main event, foot drill com, OC night and road march... Then POP, after that we have only 1 day off then monday come back to BRTC then see what posting we get, hope and pray hard for infocomm specialist... hehe... We have our final Act on Wednesday, it was fun, i am people who act hand pain and hide a corner waiting for them to save us... About 10 of us, and we have to redo about 3 time due to some people do wrongly... haha... so fun, once see them pack up the equirement mean have to redo again... then they have to start the fire again, people go hide again, MO go pack the badage to the bag again... After that all look so tired... i have a week of light duty, and our OC is leaving us on 15 aug... New OC coming on monday... So angry, cos friday by right we have a day off... Due to Company A did not march standard, we all off on friday no more... Once we all noe that happen, no mood to clean or do anything... All have plan on hand, and all like no more... That day, i say FXXX you like all night, and my friend say more time then me, and all other bunk mate like all kind of word coming out non-stop... Haha... that is me first night say the FXXX word so much...
lucky this coming friday, we have off day... So late now, i better get going... stop here... will up date on friday ba...

that all folk...
jack...

Sunday, August 10, 2008

NDP 2008

Thank to my friend as he have ticket from his army friend to NDP 2008... i got to see actual day... Hehe!!!... Sad to say that, i forget to get more battery for my camera... After the Marching, my camera no battery... Sad man... SOB... then i have to use hp to take some firework shoot... what a waste... But never the mind... looking forward to 23 Aug... Firework show at 9pm... most likely will be there about noon time ba... ok for the talking... photo will do the talking for me...




























Photo from other people collection....














that all folk... Going to TTS to see doc... Till have dry cough...
jack....

Saturday, August 9, 2008

BRTC 4 & 5

two more week to POP, that is fast...

BRTC 4

that week we have alot of lesson coming up equirement learning also... most of the time, we have hand on the item like chain saw, power saw, air bag... So long no swimming lesson, now my swimming start to bad to worse again... Haha... Have only 2 lesson of training only... i think i will go to swimming pool to train back my skill... I lost my voice again, then i din go see MO in the CDA there, as i go there see about 4time till not ok, so i endue till i book out go see... I went to TTS to see A/E on sunday... Doc say my wind pipe getting small, feel like asthma like that but is not asthema... Now i till taking the pill... Morning, i have to take 10pill. That is alot... haha... Then fri night is our SAF vs Home Team, and we have to go there support our team... Home Team 3 and SAF 2... We cheer and kallang waver as we all won... Haha.. That is my first time go see football match live... The feeling is good at that time as all of us stand up and cheer for our team to win... Haha...

BRTC 5

Finally, the equirement test is here, they say very hard to pass, as need to meet the time to cut or complete the course within sometiming... luck me, i complete all in time... More lesson coming up also... using rope to save people from 2 story, using knot to save people... Also start to slacking again... Haha... POP mode is coming... haha... Some bad thing happening in my bunk... One of my friend caught the test and found out he is on drug... Now is in police station, and no new from them... one of our brother also... we eat, talk, doing thing, teach him english together...
now my group is like 8 people talking and eating together... most of us, we polish boot together, iron clothing and go bath room together... hai... lost 1 guy and have more new friend... We guy hope him can get out and join us soon... Hope all is ok and fine... ok for now.. Get myself ready for the NDP 2008... Will post what i have shoot... Lucky, my friend have ticket, and i get to go with him... catch you all later...
jack...

Sunday, July 27, 2008

BRTC Week 1,2 & 3

So fast, my 3 week have just pass...

Week 1 & 2:

The new recruit will come in on tuesday... On Monday, we have some training and help to pack the field bag for them and put them aside. From tuesday to thur, we get to book out after 5.30pm then boook in before 7.30am... Every morning, i have to take cab to my camp as too early cannot reach on time as i need 1hour 30min to reach there... Thurday, i got sick and go see MO. Guess what, they give me medical, and 2 day light duty. It since like not helping much as my weekend i have to stay at home, resting all day and book in on monday morning, then i go see MO again as my medical is finish, and i lost of voice also. They give me more medical and 3 day light duty. Then on wednesday, i have to give see MO again, then they give me more strong medical and 3 day light duty... End of that week, my voice start to recover, till now my voice till a bit lost... Dun care so much also... Then that week, we are slacking most of the time... That go my week 2...

Week 3:

i get to learn CPR, first aid, air bag, drilling, cutter... Then wednesday, i got First aid and CPR test... Hope i can pass, till have 2 more test coming up, fire fighting skill and EUT test... More lesson coming up, will get to learn how to use the ladder, save people using the ladder and other equirement... Foot-drill comm list is out, and i not inside as dun feel like joining inside so marching like a newbie like that... Haha... Most of the chinese from my bunk not joining too... So dun bother me joining also... Then night time, they have 2 hour training of foot-drill and we are sitting inside our bunk slacking, poslish boot and iron our uniform and chatting all the way... 2 more test coming up also... Fire flighting and EUT test... If pass all, then i can pop on 22 aug... look like i have about 3 more week to go... Looking forward for 9 aug then i left with 2 week and base on what the people say, last 2 week, we are more slacking and is in pop mode... So dun really care what is coming up... Foot-drill and lesson more more, i love it... haha... SOC and IPPT i give out of passing, dun care as many people say din pass is ok till can pop... So dun care... Monday or tuesday, i thought of going to see OC(captain), hope he can help me by submit my name to the HQ to go to info-comm specialist... Pray very hard that i can go in there... So i can travel less time to work... and can wear smart No.3 and not smart No.4... I dun like to wear smart No.4 too ma fan... Haha... This coming week, we have a marching for the commander on 31 july... Friday will be IPPT test for us... I just try my best will do... Now, in the food house, i eating less and less... Too oily the food and dun feel like eating alot also... Haha... More or less is about it...
that all folk...
jack....

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Last Week of PTP!!!

So fast my PTP have ended... What happen during this week, hmmmmmmmm well, i can only say is relax week... Not much of the training... I only have 1 strength training... The rest are relax... Monday i have my Strength training, then talk for the IPPT information... We have to do clean for the canteen... And we done in 15min and LC say good job... We have the team work there... Then on tuesday, we have break our record for doing the cleaning for the canteen, like 12min time... Then we have canteen break, can go buy cold drink, junk food and fried chickren... Haha... I go for ERS interview, i was not selected for it, i am so happy... Haha... Cos 6month of training with no weekend to book out... only can stay in camp.... Then later on i got swimming lesson and i din noe how to swim as too long din swim, so i go join the non-swimming lesson... After that interview, i got another interview on thur night, going for SRB... I din go in as i need to do guard duty... lucky me, then on wednesday, i got foot drill and play game and swimming lesson... Wednesday night, we have movie show on that night... Haha... But we din wan to watch that show... All vote dun wan to watch... Then on thurday, we went to Discovery center, sound like sec school student... Go there for NE... Then come back for lunch, then cleaning of the canteen... Then foot drill again.... Then evening time, i am on guard duty... That was fun, as walking to those check point and scan and move to the next point... So fun but tired, din sleep well total 3hour++ of sleeping... I look like dead man walking... Haha... Then friday morning, we have IPPT test, i din go as after the guard duty the following morning we can rest till 10am... So din take my IPPT test... After that we should not do the cleaning of the canteen as we have done... But end up, we have to clean again... Not fair, but what to do... NS mean No Say... Do first, talk later... We have foot drill again before going home... We are the best platoon for the marching... During the break time, our sir come to us... He half right us(push-up), reason of it... very funny... cannot telll... PC never pump us before... So funny... Then he say this is the gift from him and too all people who are going to ERS or fire fighter.... Haha... That is all the good thing... Now is the bad thing... This week, is a very fcuk week also as some of the joker smoke and all the platoon is punish cos of those joker who are smoking.... By the way, my platoon is 39 people, out of 39, 29 of them are smoker... That is like 3/4 of the people is smoker... That is the most people who smoke in that platoon... that is like ll suck thumb... what to do... The following day, C caught red hand that people smoking, we are punish again... Thank ar:(!!! all non-smoker will also punish cos of this rule... 1 for all, all for 1... i am like what the fxxx again... I tell myslf that is not true... After that, all of us, damn hungry... after that till need to go for swimming lesson... hand is like not ours like that... cannot hold thing with strength... But all is over... I got my photo for the platoon 8 as we took last week... That will be part of my memory... I wish those people who is going to ERS or fire fighter, all the best.... I will stay behide and fight for charlie to win the marching...
that all folk... tired...
jack...

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Week 2 & 3 PTP

So fast any other 2 week have pass... Haha... So happy!!!

Week 2 PTP

This week, i have PT in the morning, it was so fun, i put 5kg of weight... haha.... Then training is so fun as we have to jogging and singing along the way... Haha... At the same time, i also get to know many people from my bunk and other also... start to enjoy the training they have for us.... Foot drill is starting also... Many command are to been learn... Some i noe and some i forget also... Haha... The way they command is like so blur to me... Then i have to go for x-ray also... MO give me letter to go... OK that is fine with me, then that week, we have also running also... I injury my knee also, go MO see... They give me cream to apply on it... That good, i dun have the light duty... All thing go ok also.... haha... then i miss the IPPT test as my knee is hurt, so by the time i see finish the MO the ippt test about to end... Then i end up see doing guarding and make sure they run safely to the ending point... Then sat, i have to go chinatown to do the x-ray.... I have to wake up so early for that.. then after x-ray go home, then go airport see my boss they all... Then after that my friend and i go for movie... "Get smart" so funny... then after that go home.... Haha... That my week 2 and book in 8pm to the SCDF....

Week 3 of PTP

my week 3 have just ended.... I so happy, what happen is i have to fill in many form that what post i like to go in too... First week i was talking about sgt course... I have to say good bye to them as my ippt result not out... That good, after listen to many story of the people... sad to say that i have to select other post... I select info-comm, clerk and MO... Haha... i cannot believe myself.... haha... info-comm... whaha... most of the job is like 8 to 5pm... haha... I am my platoon ic of the day on friday, so fun, i shout out many command and feeling so fun... So long, i have not do that... Haha... damn fun... then on tuesday, i have my first ippt training and my leg is pain again... So go MO see again... Also my cream about to finish also.. Haha... This week i lost 2kg... Haha... so shock to see that... Then foot drill is more easy as the command all we know just need to get the team work together... Then our DI and LC so good to us, bring us to canteen, to buy food... Then more or less the training is ok.. our body get use to it... Haha... Then today i go army market to get some item... Then after that i go suntec to see anime and toy fair... Reach there about 5pm... can i say so qiao a day, as i met poly friend, ite friend and platoon friend also... So qiao... haha... Then my day ended... tired man... ok la.. stop here... tired...

that all folk...
jack...

Friday, June 13, 2008

So fast 1 week have passs!!!

So fast, i have book out the camp... i can only say is "It just the start of my new story"... Heard that most of the diploma holder will have to go to sgt post for 6month trainning then i will post to the nearest fire station for me to station there... and every month i am earning like $1000++ after pass out to be a sgt... That is so cool and can go for driving learning or study... haha... damn cool... haha... also work only working hour... 830am to 530pm.... or go for the fire figther pay about $700.... then only working 10day and 20day standby.... that is so cool and more freedom... haha... the train for this 2 are so hard... 3month and 6month... Then u can enjoy it.. haha... that cool... my bunk all of them are so funny... we work as one, do as one... then our boss also good... i dun want to change to other team... so good, but only that joker that make us feel like franky him off.... all i can say is franky day offf.... so far so good only that joker we dun like... can do more training, and ready for any thing.... war for me... just need to give myself 3 week more for the ptp and 6month of sgt course... i can do more then what i can do.... and get $1000+ monthly... can't wait that happen... found that him also there... total 2 ifc student, 5 from np and 2 from nyp... the rest is other... get to know some new friend, but most of them are a smoker.. about 3/4 is smoker... total man is 39... haha... hmmm, that eeeee-ha.... chong for what i have... work together and get in ba... hehe...

The clouds will disappear and the flowers will fade one day. May we meet again wherever it may be

tat all folk.... sleeping sooon...
jack...

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Some event from singpost!!!

Gift that i give them!!!
D&D with my boss clement
First time playing golf parking!!! In-house version!!!
Me and godmother no1
Me and godmother no2
Me and godmother no3

Fifa clup display... Beside me...
My working place.. That is what i do...
Hong Kong star doing mystamp..
Event in Bird Park for mystamp
IMF...

SIA A380 flight to London event...
Event by Singpost
Biggest winne the pooh that i see before live...
Mystamp in suntec... Miss that place...
Me and JY..... So lucky...



Miss all the fun soon... My last day by right is on 8 June but again as what i have say during my last blogging... so is 9 june... Sad man... Never the mind... haha.. Start to think back what event i have gone.. So many... But some till can remember like SIA D&D event, SIA PPS Club, SingPost Friday Mailbox Surprise anniversary roadshow, Morgan Stanley D&D, GSS @ Wisma, World Book Fair... Some big event like IMF in Suntec, Singapore-Japan Joint Stamp issue exhibition and SIA A380 fight to london and tokyo...


Goodbyes are not forever. Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you. Until we meet again when you least expect somehow somewhere... I will miss chocolate gal de chocolate, miss bengawansolo cake... miss kang, "AIR"(godmother), pakiam, susheela, teo, din, jaliah angela and mathani... Miss the food there... Miss the fun that is there...
Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. Till have to face the trust...
that all... SOP SOP SOP SOP....
jack...