I don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me

Monday, April 28, 2008

Happening Happen!!!

Many thing have happen... I will enter 1 by 1... For the past week, I have been working, book sale in school... My life is no life... From work place to school then work place again then home or work place all day then home... Is like morning 5.30 wake up go get myself steady for work till 1pm, go school help in book sale, then if night need to go work then travel there, if not getting book sale then go home.. All day gone, going to SCDF soon, yet have not enjoy much... My work place she need to go for his attachment, so i have to work in the morning shift then working in the night also.. Every mon and wed is 2 shift then other is everyday in the morning shift.. Lucky that i can till have time to do my thing in the afternoon, but now a day hard cos of the book sale... No life at all... Haha.. At least every month pay day, at least i see some money coming in... That make me happy a bit... On sun, singpost staff function, i need to go there for D&D... This is the 2nd time i going for this kind of function D&D... Took the photo with My boss Clement... We look a bit alike... Can go my friendster and see... Haha... One of my airport manager go back to SPC there as head of manager there... Sad man.. No more having fun with him... hmmm... Start to miss school + poly friend + feeling also... Now if i have time, i will go train for 2hour in running, push-up, sit-up, pull-up... Get some exerise before i go in... if not i look so dead... haha... Day after day have pass, i am going closely toward my SCDF, my feeling is nothing, dun noe y... Other people have say, feel sian or what.. I nothing at all... I went to shopping in cd shop and bought 2 cd jessica jay and relaxing music... Haha... I am listening to jessica jay as i travel to work.... and sleeping when i listen to relaxing music... Haha.. So relaxing... Haha.. I getting new phone soon after i review for about 2week which phone model to take also... after review i have N76 from nokia and z770i, z750i from SE... First time using SE phone, hope i can get use to it... Haha... Read from the forum asking for feedback abouth those model and read other people comment... I have make up my mind getting SE z770i silver colour as there will not be black colour in the market soon... Sad man... Also good la, can use other colour also.. So exciting, new phone after 2year ++ of using of N6260... In may will be a bit free, and outing more.. I think so, Iron man coming soon.. Can't wait for that... After iron man show, i have no much money less cos of buying new phone... Haha... Is ok, my current phone is dieing soon, so have to get a new phone... I buying on tues after going to school to settle those thing then i go buy... What i need to buy is SE z770i + desktop charge + 1 more battery... So i can have a backup wan.. Haha... Damn happy.... Ok la... Stop here...

that all folk...
jack...

Monday, April 21, 2008

Just not my day after all!!!

All start friday morning, went to work... The MRT break down delay 15min.. I am like oh mind... Comfirm late as all are student, office people will be in that train... All train toward temp that side are delay..... So sian.. Then reach airport like 7.30am.. So holland, lucky my dm is ok and understand person.. Damn nice of him... :)... I clock in at 7.30am... My half and hour money fly off :(... cos of the train, haiz... Dun care... After working in airport, go back school...Miss 1 bus 27, that is fine... Waited for 10min then bus come.. As the bus go out of airport in the express way, bus break down... What!!!, again... Have to wait again, so sian and hot that time... 10min later bus come... Ask we all to give the ticket just now that bus driver give... I am like I go off in 2 stop and ask me for the ticket... and I waste that $1.70 for 2 bus stop... Can't believe it, anyway ok fine... finally reach tp and meet ws and lyn for lunch in design school.. No much food are there, so in the end go eat other place.. After eating for sometime, james come... haha... sound like a boss and busy man also... He say "I will call my man to go there..." whaha.. like under him have about 100++ people.. haha.. Then after lunch, go back settle book sale... Then all thing was not that good.. Got music to my ear about book sale... Then after everything have settle... waiting for SL to drove me to towner area take bus.. Haha.. No mood also cos of the train and bus... I drop off waiting for bus 23... waited for like 20min... So sleepy... I thought can sleep in the bus... few stop later, bus break down... WTH... Break down again... I am like @#$%^&*.... Today is not my day man... I am like fine... Tml will be better... Haha.. That how my bad day end... Go home no mood do and thing or chat anything... Sorry all my friend if i din reply or reply in a funny way...
That all folk...
jack...

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Your house is my protection

Hmmm... I got my letter from ns... I was like "oh... So fast... Haha.. then i open then see is like what... Singapore Civil Defend... Haha.." Suprise to see that i am a Civil Defend... Kind od happy and busy?? I know been Civil Defend is not a easy task but all the challage i will take cos that is me and been prepare for anything.. What my mood now is nothing.. Dun care, gogogogo like cs like that hor... hmmm... I just do my best and go for basic Officer... Haha... Hopefully can go in... I will try to blog everyday how i feel each day near my training.. Me is on the 10 June... Less then 2month till i go in have some fun... Haha.. All my friend asking me how i feel.. Doing some exerise before going in ma? My asn is no... Mood is ok and fine... Nothing much.. Now start to meet out all my friend go out have some tea, movie, chatting around, have fun together doing thing which i dun do alot like reading, gaming, working like so fun, busy busy busy and more busy with everything around me... Think of if can i wish to go oversea for a hoilday with my family just to relax together... Can I stop here... hmmmm... going to get my card for printing...

That all folk...
jack...

Friday, April 4, 2008

How to beat spyware and viruses, 2008 edition

This news that i found on the yahoo Itech-news is so good... I read and found this good news about it...

The last time I wrote a piece on how to remove spyware from your computer was in 2006. Time for an update, I think. Here's my perennial "How to Beat Spyware" howto, revised and updated for 2008 (and combined into a single file instead of two parts).
Here's what to do if you suspect an infection on your Windows PC. (Please note these steps apply to both Windows XP and Vista.)

1) Are you sure it's spyware or a virus? Windows pop-ups and alerts can often seem invasive enough to be viruses, especially with Vista. Try searching the web for the exact text you see on the screen to make sure you aren't dealing with an aggressive Windows message. (Many of these can be turned off, so try whatever instructions you find.) On the other hand, some viruses masquerade as Windows alerts, so tread lightly.
2) Boot in safe mode. If you have a virus, first step is to try booting in safe mode. You can get to safe mode (a simplified version of Windows that disables a lot of extra gunk, possibly including some spyware apps) by restarting your PC and tapping F8 during boot. Soon you'll get a menu of options. Select "Safe Mode" (it's at the top of the menu) and wait for the machine to fully boot. The system will look funny (with a black background and larger icons, probably), but don't worry about it. This is only temporary. (Also note that many spyware applications can disable safe mode, so if you find this doesn't work, just boot normally.)
3) Run your antivirus application. This is of course assuming you have an antivirus application. (Need one? Check here.) You're in safe mode now, so run a full scan of your PC at maximum security levels (include the option to scan within compressed files, for example). This will probably take an hour or more, so be patient. Fix any problems the virus scan turns up. Then reboot into safe mode again using the procedure in step 2.
4) Run one or two anti-spyware applications. I used to recommend running multiple anti-spyware apps, but virtually all antivirus apps now do a pretty good job at getting rid of spyware too, so you don't need an army of additional applications just for spyware. Also, I now recommend starting with AdAware (which is free) and moving on to Spyware Doctor (free as part of the Google Pack) if you feel you need additional help. (Please note that recent versions of Spyware Doctor and Norton Antivirus have some trouble with each other.) You can try other apps too, but the once-recommended SpyBot Search & Destroy is no longer very effective, sadly. (Neither is Microsoft's own Windows Defender.) Of course, fix anything and everything these apps find.
5) Reboot normally. (Not in safe mode.) Now take stock. Still got spyware? It's time to move along to my more advanced techniques for removing the nasties.
6) Run HijackThis. HijackThis is a free software tool that scans your computer to find malware that other apps might miss. Scroll down to "Official downloads" to download the tool. Next, simply open the ZIP file you downloaded, extract the application, and run the tool (you don't need to install it). Click the "Do a system scan and save a logfile" button. You'll receive a large text file as well as a dialog box which gives you a list of active software processes, which you can then choose to delete. Unfortunately, this list includes both helpful and unhelpful software, so don't just start deleting items. Continue in step 7 to figure out how to fix your spyware infection.
7) Post your log file online. Visit this page, which offers a list of forums staffed by volunteers who can help you interpret your HijackThis log. The SWI Forums are especially busy, but most of the forums on the list are equally apt. Go to SWI and visit the "Malware Removal" forum which has over 50,000 topics listed: Those are all people like you who are seeking help getting rid of spyware. Register for an account, read the FAQ, then visit that Malware Removal forum, and post a new topic. Paste the content of the text file you created in step 5 into this topic and (politely) ask for help. You will get a response from a volunteer helper, typically within 3 days. You'll be given specific advice on what entries to remove with the HijackThis tool, and you might be pointed to additional software to run to help remove common spyware infections. Follow all the instructions and keep working with the forum helpers until either you or they give up. (And no, don't send your log file to me or post it here. I am not nearly the spyware removal expert that these guys are.)
7a) Alternately: Paste your log file into an automated tool. Don't have three days? Try simply pasting your HijackThis log file into this form. It does a pretty good job at auto-analyzing what's wrong with your machine, with no waiting. As well, if that doesn't work, you can search for the items you find in the HijackThis log by name to see what they are and how to remove them, if they're spyware. This can be quite time consuming, though.
8) Try System Restore. If that doesn't work, you might try running Windows System Restore to roll back your OS to a time before the infection happened. This isn't foolproof: You might not have System Restore turned on, or the spyware might have shut System Restore off, as well. But it's worth a shot. With either XP or Vista, System Restore can be found under Start > All Programs > Accessories > System Tools > System Restore.
9) Give up and wipe your hard drive. At this point, you've exhausted all the options I know of. You might try again at steps 6/7 to make sure you've done everything you can to salvage the PC. Forum helpers will often work with you for weeks to help fight a spyware infection, but there are tens of thousands of possible variants out there, with new ones cropping up every day. It's just not possible to clean them all, every time. Sometimes the only thing you can do is call it quits, reformat your hard drive, and reinstall your OS. Again, make sure you have your backups ready and verified. Once you're up and running, reinstall your antivirus and anti-spyware applications, and stay vigilant against infection. Good luck.

Ref Link: http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/null/88333

Hope that should help you guy better to beat "it"...

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

My life!!!

Finally, get ready myself for war, I rush for war!!!... Now, i have many time to eat, sleep, play and do thing that i dun using to do like reading all day, gaming all day, sleeping all day, play Er Wu 二胡 with my friend and maybe sometime guitar, sport all day, working all day, chatting all day with other unknown people in skype... Haha.. That my life before i go fly...Going to medical checkup on Thursday with my godma, She so kind accompany me to see... I think i will miss all the singpost airport staff... First may, one of my manager is going back to the main office... Damn sad miss him and good luck for him... hmmmm, will i be there to see or am i on duty? Working today for 2 shift as my work mate spring her leg, so i cover for her for someday or week... Hehe.. More money come in!!! haha... Meeting friend on sat, off on sat and sun... Think of going oversea for a short trip... So tired of working and life!!!

Give me new power and strength for new me!!!
Energy! Vitality! Like the sparks that fly out of a welder's torch, That's how life should be-full of light and heat, passion and zeal!!

The clouds will disappear and the flowers will fade one day, May we meet again wherever it may be... That all folk...
jack...

Meaningful Phase

I found this on the internet as i go see some unknow forum which found this...
I looking for some online story line about sadness, then found this instead... Haha..

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.那人不是你所想般愛你,但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手,觸動你心靈的人。
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.在世界裡你可能只是某人,但對某人你可能是全世界。
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人,讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.不要因為完結而哭,要為曾經發生而微笑。
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next
time around.這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人,你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.不要太努力去找,最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。