I don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Good bye Grandma

Good bye grandma... I will miss you a lot more then not even a word can say or represent... What I miss is your cooking, the sound, and the thing that you done for me and my aunt also... I miss you deep deep... remember when i sick, she take good care of me, treat me like her son like that... remember i till young that time, me and her look out of the window count the number of bus in the mid of the night... More and more thing come to my mind, is like a movie clip flashing inside my head… Think only someone that you miss a lot will know that feeling ba even if you noe but have not exp before is only can say only… now more and more thing I need to settle like billing, food, cleaning of more places… guess lesses time to go out ba… Ns then come home then bath then do some emailing work then sleep then ns again… Then partly or most of the time, need to restock the food at the cupboard… clear stock up the water… Tired of the food outside, sometime just lazy to cook after coming back from ns… I shall stop here for now… I got new posting… Every day I am slacking till the posting orderly come out…
That all ba…

jack

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