I don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses I don't want you to know, so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you, I can't go on. But that's how it is, and that's how it will be, because, Baby, I love you, I need you, I miss you, and without you, there's just no me

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

27 day more!!!

Today come back from my friend house, will a bit tired... I am so tired, suddenly i cannot find my laptop... Haha... my aunte take to her room to use... haha.. I look high and low for it... then today my aunte is at home... So rare, and suprise, I start to like reading book, i hope can get better in english and also at the same time in chinese... Haha.. So sian, nothing to do so reading book, training my body to better shape?!?!... haha... Go out tonight to my godma house with kel, they treat us for dinner tonight, haha... can't wait for it to happen... haha.. finish watching hero season 1 and 2... Now no show to watch, haha... Do what i can do ba... Trying out some of the thing, like working 2 shift without bring my laptop along, din bring my mp3 to go work, din wear spec as travel to work... Din online facebook so long, go inside, i have about 200 request... haha.. took me about 3 hour to clear them, do some of the request also... Haha.. So long no online in facebook, and some of the application din noe how to play... Haha... Till reading chapter 2... haha.. So long right...
that all for now...
jack...

Thursday, May 8, 2008

1 month and 2 day more to go

Yesterday working, then so tired... feel like dun wan to work like that... That stupid police man forget to stamp for me the pass then have to go back just to get the police logo stamp.. So stupid and make me like a fool... damn sad... so happy, i going to collect my phone... Then i have to settle the working duty... I am not going to cover unless mr kang ask me ba... Cannot alway last min to cover for you de... Help my friend ming to get a job in airport... Mobile moving singpost van inside airport.. whaha... Easy life, working shift, and not so stress... Good luck for your second job interview... :)... Going back to read my book... stop here ba...
that all folk...
jack....

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

1 month and 4 day to go

hmmm... So fast, me about to go in SCDF for 2month training... after that will post out to the training group.. looking forward to Officer... Haha.. More pay and more training... haha... Today slacking at home doing nothing... just reading book all day... today at home, so i go buy some food back and cook for them to eat.. haha... So long i have not done this since i working full shift... haha... later going for running again.. so slacking... Haha... So long no time to slacking like that... haha... tml working and relax for a short while then go out ba... haha... time to enjoy abit... haha... So tired after 2 hour of reading.. Haha... ok for now.. time to cook... Haha... See ya.......
that all folk..
jack...

Monday, May 5, 2008

Not a day of mine!!!

Sun morning, wake up, headach... Took 2 pill then when to work... Along the way, I walking like a dead man as toward the bus stop... I am so sleepy, and my head is dizzy... I got up the bus and is my first time sitting down as traveling toward the kallang MRT station... Got down the bus and start walking... I known i not walking stright ahead... Is like I am drunk like that... Took the train as sleeping and travel along the way as i going to airport... I am like deading... feeling is really dun like it.. After that go change my pass to enter to the airport... I enter the wrong pw 2 time... And I have to re-enter all over again... Ahhhhhh... Enter in and go to the office... on the computer and start my work... sitting down there waiting to sign in my computer... See anything i can do about it... After sign in, i am like 1/2 asleep... My godma call me, go inside have some rest... I told her i took the pill... Is like ok, and ask me go rest inside.. have any customer then call me... I went in and sleep for a short while... It seem not to work, i till sleepy, and the pill is taking the effect stronger and stronger... I am sitting down there like a dead man as my eye keep closing and i cannnot do anything... really like a dead meat.... I am like o-mind... I hope i can at least do something then sleep... Can't be help... After that, i sign off at 12.30pm.... Change my pass and go to bus 36 there waiting for bus to go home... sit down and sleep as travel home... I am like is the pill too strong for me or what? I have no idea at all... till Ps there got down and take any bus that come and go home... Got home skip my lunch and go sleep... I woke up at 7+pm have my "lunch" and sit down for a short while and knock off again... Till monday morning, I feeling much better... But till a bit not well...

that all folk...
jack..

Saturday, May 3, 2008

So Fun!!!

Yesterday went to work then go home rest a bit then go Hello shop to get my 3G sim card... Then is like took me more than 24Hour to active my card... I am like (-_-)lll... So long, to settle this... After that, went down to city hall to meet Kel they all... Hmmm, waiting for all people to come, then go play bowling... Haha... I am my slow and steady ball win the top score of bowling but we are play in the 3 per team... Our member are me, yq and wj... Me have the high score and yq have the lowest score... haha.. So funny... Highest and the lowest score in the same team... We won and is in second place... Thank to Wj 2 striker in a row... haha... Good job team... After that walk to the steam boat there, passby starbucket get a drink... whaha... White Chocolate mocoa with some cream only... Haha.. then on the way to the steamboat to eat... after that we left some food behide... then start to play game losser have to take eat something.. I got the spicy tofu... After I took is ok... After going home, bath... About sometime later my body is burn, so hot and red like i just went for a drink like that.. Haha.. So hot and this is the first time i have this kind of feeling.. about 3+am then can sleep... Then 5.30am wake up... that day is like so tired... after working, go home rest a bit then went for iron man movie... haha... then i took the last bus 23 home... So fast... reach home about 12.15am... I got my first name card done... And is with me now... Haha.. Will give to you all... So tired....

2 fall in love is always easy
2 start a relationship is always simple
2 build it, is always tough
2 maintain it, is better said than done
2 break off, is easier said than done
2 remain friends after u broke off, is never possible
2 forget the memories is always doing but never succeeding
2 heal the pain within is hard and tough and never near simple
but one has 2 try 2 heal your own heart
the heart belongs to umemories will never be forgotten
the scar will never go...

that all folk..
jack...